Instead, the model imagines being surrounded by family and love.

That would be incredibly meaningful to me.

I will be so happy seeing my family all around the same table."

Chrissy Teigen smiling

“Seeing him take care of them is beautiful.

Seeing my partner be a father is really wonderful.”

Teigen was 20 weeks pregnant when she experienced the pregnancy loss that will forever impact her life.

Chrissy Teigen smiling with family

“I’ve learned how strong physically and mentally a body can be,” she toldPeople.

“I’ve learned how strong I am.

This year has been a roller coaster for everybody in the world, including our little family.”