I love you so much."

Speaking to her mother, Victoria added, “You’re a lot better to say the least.

This is all I wanted from you as a kid.

Luann de Lesseps on the red carpet

I wanted you to be honest and acknowledge the insanity and say you’re sorry.”

If you or anyone you know is struggling with addiction issues, help is available.

Visit theSubstance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration websiteor contact SAMHSA’s National Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357).

Luann de Lesseps on the red carpet

I’m starting to connect the dots on so many things I did.

According to Page Six, Luann was placed on probation and ordered by the court to refrain from drinking.

However, the following year, the reality star decided to quit drinking altogether.