In fact, the country singer has had well-publicized struggles withaddictionover the years.

Looking back now, Urban is grateful he was forced to get clean by those closest to him.

I was just an alien."

Keith Urban performs onstage

Thecountry staradmitted he spent most of his time at home completely messed up.

Even after marryingNicole Kidmanin 2006, Urban found it difficult to change his destructive habits.

His wife ultimately was forced to stage an intervention, after which Urban entered rehab for the third time.

Nicole Kidman posing with husband

Thankfully, it stuck and he’s beensoberever since.

Looking back, the singer-songwriter admitted, “I caused the implosion of my fresh marriage.

It survived, but it’s a miracle it did.”

Of Kidman’s love and support, Urban acknowledged, “I was spiritually awoken with her.

I use the expression ‘I was born into her,’ and that’s how I feel.

And for the first time in my life, I could shake off the shackles of addiction.”

I’m more than willing to walk it with him," (viaE!).

If you or anyone you know is struggling with addiction issues, help is available.

Visit theSubstance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration websiteor contact SAMHSA’s National Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357).