Britney Spears shocked her fans this week whenshe made an emotional statement regarding her 13-year conservatorship, perE!.

While speaking with a judge, Spears admitted that the conservatorship has caused her great pain.

“I’ve lied and told the whole world I’m OK and I’m happy …

Kevin Federline at an event

I’m not OK.

I’m not happy, I can’t sleep,” the singer admitted.

Britney revealed that she considered her father Jamie Spears' control over her abusive.

Britney Spears and Kevin Federline

“I haven’t done anything in the world to deserve this treatment.

During the hearing, Britney Spears also admitted that she wants to get married and have another child.

“What is best for her, Kevin supports her in being able to do that.

Kevin Federline smiles for cameras

“Keep in mind when the conservatorship was placed over Britney, the kids were toddlers.

“And most importantly, they’re able to express to Kevin and to Britney.